How do I know that I’m introverted? A few tell-tale signs:
- I took the Myers-Briggs test numerous times and I always come up introverted. (see below for explanation.
- I prefer being myself to being with people. That is not to say I don’t like people; I do like people very much.
- When I’m attending a social gathering, I have to go out of my way to be social
- I have many, many brothers and sisters. Doesn’t that explain why I’m introverted?
The trait of extraversion–introversion is a central dimension of human personality theories. The terms introversion and extraversion were popularized by Carl Jung, although both the popular understanding and psychological usage differ from his original intent. Extraversion tends to be manifested in outgoing, talkative, energetic behavior, whereas introversion is manifested in more reserved and solitary behavior.
Extraversion and introversion are typically viewed as a single continuum, so to be high in one necessitates being low in the other. Carl Jung and the developers of the Myers–Briggs Type Indicator provide a different perspective and suggest that everyone has both an extraverted side and an introverted side, with one being more dominant than the other. Rather than focusing on interpersonal behavior, however, Jung defined introversion as an “attitude-type characterized by orientation in life through subjective psychic contents” (focus on one’s inner psychic activity) and extraversion as “an attitude type characterized by concentration of interest on the external object” (focus on the outside world).[3
There are times when I tell friends that I am an introvert and they challenge me. I’m often told that I am far too social to possibly be an introvert. Those who know me well, know that there are days when I just need to be by myself. One of the many reasons I moved overseas, was to spend more time alone. The older I get the more introverted I become. There is absolutely no danger in becoming a hermit, I
like love my friends and family too much.
Just back of five weeks of visiting the U.S. to see friends and family, may of whom I have not seen in years. I truly enjoyed seeing and spending time with all of these folks, but honestly, being “on” for such a long period of time left me completely depleted of all of my energy. I got home to Portugal, closed my door and sat in the splendor of isolation . . . I sat for a long time.
I know people who can never be alone. My mother was such a person. She would call anyone or go anywhere so that she could have company. I guess that would be a case of extreme extroversion or perhaps it was fear; fear of having to be with oneself. When I was kid, my mother would climb the attic stairs; my bedroom was in the attic, just to chide me about being in my room alone. She would practically force me to go outside to play. If you have children that tell you that they’d rather read or write or play games, for goodness sake, let them be.
A Quieter World
Noise as loud as jack hammers
I cover my ears
Piercing sirens and car horns
Muffle it or make it stop
Rock turned up six decibels
Slammed shut to block it out
Doors closed, pills popped, eyes squeezed closed
Two a.m. and I still hear it
Chatter, chatter, chatter
Barking, bells and horns in surround sound
Planes take off and circle overhead
Breaking in speeding traffic
I tell my brain to turn it down
Use reason to soothe the sound
White noise in the dark
Deafening silence as I sleep
[I haven’t written a poem in years; it’s a good sign.]
The thing is, when you know who you are and what you like, you can just enjoy being.
Over ten million people have watched Brené Brown speak, but I had never heard her name until browsing through Netflix offerings last night. Not only does she know what she’s talking about, in fact, she is a pleasure to listen to. Take a listen: